Dealing with an abusive partner

I came to US about 5 years ago. I should not say since then but even before my coming ot the US, I have been facing a lot of inner conflict, fear and unrest in myself. Mainly, my marriage to an abuser is to be blamed! Now, I have left him but I still feel a fear and I think people in general do not enjoy my company. Consciously, I do not say bad things to people. I am not sure why people are not attracted to me. I want friends and a nice person in my life. What should I do?
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Mani

Mani, an abusing partner, whether the husband or the wife, leaves scars that take a long time to heal. Like happens to Robert Julia in Sleeping with the enemy – or in its Bollywood versions Darar and Agnisakshi – where the lady changed her name, changed her looks, all to escape the most dangerous man she's ever known…her husband.
In your case, because of your sensitive nature, the damage seems to have lingered for long. I’m sure Feng Shui can bring the desirable changes in your life. You will need to enhance your Helpful Friends corner and also the Marriage & Relationship sector. According to the Compass School, these two corners are in Northwest and Southwest respectively. However, if you wish to employ a blend of the Compass School, Black Hat Sect and the other schools you can seek professional consultation by visiting http://www.fengshuimiracle.com.